I’m somewhat stuck in life, basically, or so it seems. I don’t really know what to do next.

Right now I go to work, work, get home, sit at my computer doing nothing and then go to sleep and then it’s all back to square one. What happend to all the dreams? It’s not that it’s not fun to work in a kindergarden, it’s pretty awesome really. You get to play with kids and get money at the same time. It’s like to be a clown but without the makeup.

But this isn’t really what I want to do. I want to be a web-developer for a living, not just doing free projects on my spare time. And it’s here the problem comes in. I dont have the time, or I think I dont have the time.. basically. And I’m just to tired each day to try learn something new, and I really need to learn new things. Everything changes all the time, better ways to code, new techniques, (x)html->html5, CSS3, other languages that might come in handy later on.

But the thing I need to learn most is how to make time for things like this, not just think “I’ll to it another day”.

I need a coach. And a project where I can try out all the new techniques that I should learn, and not get tired of it, something that is worth coding so it wont just gather dust later on.

Help. I need to get out of this work-at-kindergarden-then-sleep-cycle that I’m in.